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Thursday, May 4th, 2006
12:30 pm	not gonna lie celine dion is the truth. 10 or so days off of running even though i dont really feel like i need it then a shit load of mileage. summer will be good. tis will do a longer update later maybe. Current Music: celine dion (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 4th, 2006
7:43 pm	so not much has been going on, i'm really tired thus not in a big mood to update. I p.red in the 5k by 20 seconds on saturday with a 16:43 without dropping my mileage at all. i'm getting in pretty good shape, and should put up a fight in the 10k at the end of the season. i've been pretty tired for a week now, more so then before. i've just had a lot of work and then daylight savings time and stuff. I know i'm proba lot more easily irritable then I ever have been and i'm sorry to some people if i'm not as up as I used to be, but the truth is even if I do get more aggitated i've never been happier then I am right now. Running and life are very good, i may keep to myself some times, but i hope people understand that and i know at least katie does, but it's not to offend anyone. I just don't wanna snap at anyone, but inside i'm smiling more so then ever before. Current Music: edwin mccain (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, March 20th, 2006
11:31 am	survey 80 things you might not know about me. Erase my answers, fill in your own, and repost. 1. What is your middle name? Harold ha not something I tell most people 2. How big is your bed? it's the size of a bed? 3. What are you listening to right now? In my High School-Blaine LArson 4. What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number? 1387 5. What was the last thing you ate? piece of coffe cake 6. Last person you hugged? Katie-phew wasn't a guy. 7. How is the weather right now? eh alright 8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Katie 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Smile 10. Favorite type of Food? pizza oh i miss pizza 11. Do you want children? --yeah 12. Do you get high? --no 13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night? --No. 14. Hair color? brown 15. Eye color? brown 16. Do you wear eye contacts? --nope. 17. Favorite holiday? christmas 18. Favorite Season? um... spring i think 19. Have you ever cried over a girl/boy? yes 20. Last Movie you Watched? um... harry potter 4 29. What books are you reading? none, but the Koran would be a good idea to start of for school 30. Piercings? wouldn't u like to know where? haha 31. Favorite Movie? um... lots, but prob 8-mile 32. Favorite college football Team? Notre Dame 33. What were you doing before filling this out? i was in class 34. Any pets? dog 35. AIM? ruffendz3113 36. Dogs or cats? --dogs 38. Favorite Flower? eh duno 40. Have you ever loved someone? yes 41. Who would you like to see right now? well i think a better question is who would i not like to see b/c i'm not in a people mood, but tis would be very nice if katie was here 43. Have you ever fired a gun? --no 44. Do you like to travel by plane? never have 45. Right-handed or Left-handed? --right 46. If you could go to any place right now where would you go? not really sure 48. Are you missing someone? that i am 49. Do you have a tattoo? --nope 50. Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings? --nah not much of a cartoon person 51. Are you hiding something from someone? ha possibly 52. ARE YOU 18? over 53. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE? clouds floating 54. DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT? my body says yes, but i'm still really tired 55. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING? i hope i'm getting better 56. WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE? keys,id,clock 57. GRILLED OR FRIED? --it deepends on the food 59. WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE? ha ask katie on that, you don't even want to know. but oh am i unique. that's the same thing as weird right? :) 60. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? ha in some cases 61. FAVORITE HANGOUT? bed/couch/chair watching t.v or a movie 62. 3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT? running,running,running 63. FIRST THING YOU WILL BUY IF GIVEN 1 THOUSAND DOLLARS? um. running shoes ha or something running related and i'd give the rest to my parents 64. FAVORITE SONG? I'll be 65. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? failure 66. ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER? i think i give more 67. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? miller that's pretty much it and only 1 person calls me that 68. WHAT IS YOUR DAD'S MIDDLE NAME? wouldn't u know it's harold 69. WHATS YOUR MOTHERS MIDDLE NAME? eillen 70. STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD BRING THREE THINGS? running shoes, pop tarts, tennis ball 71. FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL? not sure 72. WHO'S YOUR LAST MISSED CALL FROM? too lazy to get the phone, phil? 73. FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE? besides family? um... clothes prob as much as i could 74. Favorite color? --GREEN 75. Birthday? jan 2nd 76. WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID? pro wrestler and basketball player. what's changed? nothing 77. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 11:11 make a wish 78. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEET? --blue 79. WHO DO YOU WANT TO MEET? ritz and pre although pre would be hard 80. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT BEF0RE Y0U G0 T0 BED? um... unfortunatly wayyyyy too much including doors,fires,waking up, and many other things lol. Current Mood: blank (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 14th, 2006
2:20 pm	here's to feeling oh so mature morgan on boy meets world said at day care a boy called me poo poo head. Which may be amusing until you realize that you still use that insult, but after thought, it's still funny :) Current Music: boy meets world 4-life! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
1:38 pm	Well I figured it's spring break and i'm doing nothing so I mine as well write in this thing and surprise surprise it's actually gonna be a normal entry I think. Which ha actually could be my first. Not much has been going on, i'm bored at home as usual. I'm pretty much just running and sitting around. Woke up today went for a morning easy run then watched harry potter, now just waiting to go do a hill workout later in the day. Besides that i'm pretty much waiting for march madness to start on thursday which is gonna be awesome and saturday which i'll be racing and hopefully seeing katie. I've been thinking about this race a lot and looking at old race times on this course(ok i'm gonna keep this entry normal and not get all in depth and emotional ha) i'm just nervous for it and am not second guessing the fact that i'm in good shape, i'm just not sure what kind of time good shape indicates, but we'll see. If anything it's gonna be a good race to teach me to push myself. And that's it I guess except i'm getting sick which is weird, b/c i always get sick when I come home. Before I go to bed I always have a stuffy nose and headache, i think it's just because it's such a difference in temp from my room at school. Tis is it for now, although I think I figured out a topic for my story which is quite exciting, i'll have to write it tomorrow and inbetween b-ball games. p.s maybe I write slowly or way too much in these things, but when it says current music and people put down songs, I don't know about you, but I don't usually finish one of these in one song so I just put down the song It started with. ok that wasn't nessecary, but i have to go off tangent at some point. Current Mood: tired Current Music: some shedaisy stuff on yahoo music (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 11th, 2006
6:31 pm	amazing :) I just realize so much when I run. it just continuously makes me better. Today was a so so day, but it just kind sucks being home plus i've been really tired not making it any easier. so I was kind of crabby today and when I get all crabby i get pretty annoying b/c i'm overly emotional and overly weird and all that fun stuff, but then i went out for a run and it just felt so good. I just went out and jogged around and relaxed. i also saw 4 deer which was sick. Then i got back and watched some more basketball, ah i love college b-ball in march, it's so sick. so this day has def took a turn for the better, although i'm def feeling an early bed time. i'm beat. c'mon people again. the bouncy smiley face actually bounces, how sick is that? Current Mood: bouncy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
7:23 pm	oh billy joel look at my mood, the bouncy face bounces :) Oh, oh, oh For the longest time Oh, oh, oh For the longest time If you said goodbye to me tonight There would still be music left to write What else could I do I'm so inspired by you That hasn't happened for the longest time Once I thought my innocence was gone Now I know that happiness goes on That's where you found me When you put your arms around me I haven't been there for the longest time Oh, oh, oh For the longest time Oh, oh, oh For the longest I'm that voice you're hearing in the hall And the greatest miracle of all Is how I need you And how you needed me too That hasn't happened for the longest time Maybe this won't last very long But you feel so right And I could be wrong Maybe I've been hoping too hard But I've gone this far And it's more than I hoped for Who knows how much further we'll go on Maybe I'll be sorry when you're gone I'll take my chances I forgot how nice romance is I haven't been there for the longest time I had second thoughts at the start I said to myself Hold on to your heart Now I know the woman that you are You're wonderful so far And it's more than I hoped for I don't care what consequence it brings I have been a fool for lesser things I want you so bad I think you ought to know that I intend to hold you for the longest time Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: billy joel from across the hall (Comment on this)
2:31 pm	i'm way too moody haha. the death that lives within me still hasn't left and tonight it'll come back even more hardcore, but at least for the moment boy meets world is one of the greatest things in life :) Current Mood: chipper Current Music: boy meets world (Comment on this)
11:20 am	so I realized all my posts are really long and overly emotional just like a girl. thus i'm going to go do 10 pushups and lift 5 pound weights to increase my manliness. grrr :) Current Music: walking in memphis-lonestar (1 Comment |Comment on this)
10:04 am	Just blah Well I thought I was tired last week, I'm running a lot less this week because it's my fourth week in the 4-week cycle, but maybe last week i wasn't really that tired. no scratch that i was, i just wasn't as tired as I could be. Last week I was actually saving energy to die this week. I guess part of it is the fact that i'm etaing less. and no i don't have eating issues. I just stopped eating so much food that it made me feel like puking when I ran because i had too much in me. Now my body has to adjust to that and also the fact that I gave up pizza,french fries, soda, and ice cream. I got two straight nights of 10-hr sleeping and the last 2 nights i went to bed at 11:30 and got 8 hrs and i'm still destroyed. And to top all of that off, i actually started trying in school the past few weeks which makes it all that more demanding. And then you get the crabby stage of me too, where i want nothing to do with anyone today, i've almost yelled at 2 people already. It's weird most people when they get in stages like this want a break or to laugh with friends or what not. I want nothing to do with spring break because i'm gonna be crazy bored nor do I want to be around a large group of people. I'd really like to just be able to sit down with katie tonight and zone out at the t.v for like an hour or so. Having her here just makes me feel a lot more relaxed, because I know she doesn't expect anything from me. I was thinking about best friends today and being able to tell anything to anyone. At first I thought I kind of lacked that, but I know I can tell anything to Katie and Alli. They're always there for me and other peole are there for me too, i'm just uncomfortable saying some things at some points. I can't really be upset with how itred and dead I am right now though because I asked for it, it was me who chose to get rid of the food and up the mileage and everything. And it's me who isn't regretting it because I love running. However, i'm still not enjoying being dead especially because of my fear that only a few know about which is boring other people. I don't know what went on when I was younger, but i'm way to paranoid in life. I like Katie's quote in her profile that says "it's better to be hated for who you are, than be loved for who you're not" because it makes me remember that no matter how I am people like me for me which I appreciate, but I still like being crazy wild dave. I have fun if i'm quiet or loud, but I like being goofy and get frustrated when all I can do is pretty much lay around. Granted if I had to choose between going somewhere and laying around, i'd pick laying around i'd rather have that choice then just be too dead to do anything. Wow this is a lot of complaining. I'm really not getting away from this whole acting like a girl thing :o) oh yea p.s I got this sweet new pink headband. thing is awesome. So all in all life is actually pretty good, if I sit back and look at it, it's just i'm dead and struggle to think back and look at it. Well I could go on about running and my paranoia issues forever, but I've got class so I guess I'll leave it at this. Well you got a treat at least. One you got to see a little bit inside my head, but ask katie you don't want to spend much time in there, it could cause the end of the world and you also got an update of this thing before a month went up. Current Mood: cranky Current Music: kristin sleeping (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 28th, 2006
12:39 pm	tired of being tired "The toll on the runner however, was high if he chose not to slack off. Psycologically as well as physically, he paid the price. He became weak, depressed; he needed 12 to 14 hours of sleep a night. He was literally desperate for rest, spent his waking hours elevated, in a state of general irritability. He became asexual, rendered, in the words of the immortal lymerick, really quite useless on dates. He was thouroghly unpleasent person" Once a runner. "Quenton Cassidy's method of dealing with fundamental doubts was simple: He didin't think about them at all. These questions had been considered a long time ago, decisions were made, answers recorded, and the book closed. If it had to be re-opened everytime the going got rough, he would spend more time rationalizing then training." Once a runner So it's been a while since i've updated again and what perfect way to start it off with once a runner quotes. I've been bumping up my mileage a decent amount. I'm not really sure if it's working, but i've been building for a while with the last 4 weeks being 58,64,70,and this week will be low 70's. I'm feeling pretty darn good actually in terms of how my legs feel. Although I'm tired a lot of the time and on weekends and at nights I really don't feel like doing much very often. A good movie or hanging around is usually a good idea. I'm thankful katie is so understanding to all this especially the first quote. Most girls wouldn't understand what i'm trying to do with myself. I want to be good at running and this is the only way I believe in. It takes away a lot of energy I have for other things and it consumes a lot of my thoughts, but she's very accepting of that which is one of the things that makes her quite special. Um... so besides running, school is good I guess. This week is gonna be such a pain. My grafdes aren't bad, but i'm not working hard yet and I really need to get on that if I want to do as well as I should do. The social life with friends is good for the most part, we have some good times. In all honesty I've realized I;m happy in life even if I'm cranky and moody more often now. When I was like a soph in h.s and really started to follow running. I wanted to be good so bad, all the big guys were running a 100 or more a week and I always wanted to run higher mileage. I was never really myself around people so I was never quite comfortable and there had been girlfriends, but never ones that made me feel good when I just talked to them. Never someone that made me feel good about myself without really trying even when she's making fun of me. Which brings me to where i'm at now. Like I said, i'm running a lot, I've got a core group of awesome friends and we just have really chill times, and I have katie who is someone I feel like i've known for such a long time and feel so comfortable with. Everything is just good right now and it makes me happy. That's pretty much it for now, i just kinda wanted to write all that down. p.s I think people should recognize that male eating disorders exist more then they do. Not that I have one, but we talked about eating disorders today in class, and it's not gonna help guys if people don't acknowlegde that there's a problem too Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Hey little Suzie-Billy Gilman (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 30th, 2006
11:39 am	death Well I havcen't updated in a long long while. Looking at my last entry that sure was a happy day and for those who don't talk to me much a little update. I'm still with katie, a little over a month now. She's an awesome girl. We just have so much fun, she helps me be me and always puts a smile on my face. Running wise, well i mean it's good i think. i'm building my mileage after this little injury I had. I was at 50 this past week and will be mid 50's this week. racing isn't so great, but i think I figured out what's wrong. School is eh, my thursday's destroy me, and money is a little tight so i can't really afford books or do everything i'd like to do with katie, but that's life and we shall see. i'm still gonna make it big as a sumo wrestler and i also think i should be a snow plower, because of the way I destroyed this snowman :) Ok so the point of the entry. Yesterday budd died. He was this kid I went to high school with and ran cross with for a yr. he was a sr this yr and a good kid. He was a bit high strung and could get on your nerves, but he always made you laugh. I saw that he posted on masslive the day before he passed away which means this must have been pretty random of a death( he died on internal bleeding) I feel so much sorrow and grief for his family to have to go through this after they lost his mother last yr. it's just crazy to think that one day you can be laughing it up and the next day dead. A friend of mine from agawam Jay, passed away this summer. Nicest kid you'll ever meet, driving home one day and than accident and passed away. Same thing with my old roommates fiancee. Soph in college, driving home gets in an accident and ends up in a coma until they eventually let him pass away. It's just such a sad thing to think about. People have so much to live for and with these kids it's not like trhey even did anything wrong. They weren't in a gang getting shot, they were good kids who just got taken away. I guess i'm just thinking that you really have to live life by the day as cliche as that sounds. You can't sit back and be scared of things. I hope all of you take that into consideration. Don't be stupid, but don't be scared even in simple stuff. My life for example you can't be scared to push the limits in running or anything you do in life because you can't live with a what if. Apply to any school you want, try any sport you want. Relationships aren't as scary as you may think either you never know what you may pass up, as someone told me girls aren't scary or complicated :) TO put yourself out there in life is a tough thing to do, but it's something that's needed to live. Say what you feel as long as you mean it, no matter what someone else has to say because you have to be true to yourself and others. I love you katie... This isn't some preaching thing as much as it seems it is haha. And i'm sorry if I bored everyone, but just never think you're invincable. Oh well maybe i'll update this again in another month ha until then. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: bless the broken road (Comment on this)
Friday, December 30th, 2005
1:56 pm	Well an interesting past couple days. Wed I went over to the messers and went running with john and andy. so pretty much a sprint around westfield for 5-6 miles as we chugged along at like 6:30 miles. After that i learned about WOW the video games of xc runners haha. Good times than katie came home and we went to southampton to go ride her horse. I fed her horse, and than she rode it around to get it tired out in which the horse than became afraid of the door. and it kept like bucking backwards. Hence if I had been on the horse, I would have been hurting pretty bad on the ground lol. So once I got on I stayed on one part of the ring. It was just like being a little kid lol, i just stayed on the horse as it walked around, it was so simplistic, but just made me really happy and relaxed. Than she had me have sugar trot and canter or something like that in which i was just a tad bit nervous lol. After that we went to wal-mart for some reason lol, twas a good time though. After that we wnt to the movies to go see wolf-creek, but before we saw the movie I of course had to play the claw machine game and won her a nice marge simpson lol. So than we went to see it and i didin't fall asleep score! Although the movie was pretty wack, i mean it wasn't boring, but def not as intense or even intense at all. Than we went back to her house and watch bedazzled, sick movie lol. We went to bed and woke up at 7:30 to go back to the barn and feed the horses, i helped feed and give water. i'm becoming a country boy 1 step at a time. Than we went back to their house and I made katie eggs even though i had some trouble with the stove, but that will not deter me from being a professional chef :) Than we watched ace ventura which more so consisted of katie sleeping, me working on my future as a hair dresser, and lots of pillow throwing. We watched dukes of hazzard too upon which I decided it's time to be happy lol. I had an amazing time with her and I knew I was really liking her so no point of waiting. I decided to ask her to be my g/f and she said yes :) She's such a chill girl. Easy to talk to, prettynd let's me be a complete idiot haha. So after that I went home and went for a nice run in which I got lost in east longmeadow. And that's pretty much been the extent of the past few days. i'm just back to my rhythm of running, eating, and watching t.v. i should just start double days than at least i'll get to do more during the day. ha but not i'm watching boy meets world which obviously owns all other shows. Current Mood: happy Current Music: boy meets world. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, December 26th, 2005
4:45 pm	well here it is an update. I knew that once I started making this thing I'd stop updating it. Which is weird because I have things to write about and i'm insanly bored at home, but yet i just don't update. School's over for a few weeks now which is good and bad. no school work is always a plus, but i like it in westfield. I have a lot of friends there and we have a lot of fun. Running is going very well. I've found the pace I want to run and i'm very committed to doing what I need to do. Christmas was christmas. it consisted of my dad and sister falling asleep as usual as my mom cooks and i blare christmas music and try and get everyone to sing. I love the atmosphere of christmas and just how it brings everyone together. Besides that not a whole heck of a lot is going on. I'm gonna buy late christmas presents for people next week once I get money. I don't have any right now since I need to put the downpayment for an oncampus apartment next year down. That's well worth it. those kids are a great bunch of guys, we're gonna have some good times, plus it'll make parties easier. I can go and chill and than always have my room to go to once vereyone gets totally trashed and i get bored. So now i'm just home until the 17th or so chillin out and running. I'll be bored so always let me know if anything is going on. On the plus side the end of this week should be fun. new yrs eve with some cool camp holy cross kids including ang :) oh how i miss ang. And i'm gonna learn to ride a horse this week!! well attempt to learn ha, i for sure will get on that thing, we'll see how good I am at it. I've got a cool teacher though so it shall be a good time. Well that is an update of what's going on. i'm gonna see if i maybe i can do this thing on a more consistent basis, but i doubt it. Get at me about hanging out. Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: keith urban (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
2:11 pm	I've been in a weird mood all day. Truly all i want to do right now is play basketball for some reason so I can't wait until intramurals tonight. I've just been grumpy all day. I'm actually pretty pumped now though b/c I'm about to get a page of a paper done and i never do h/w during the afternoon. I've been playing like love songs in a depressing kind of way today which is weird since i'm not actually sad in that way. Like i'm down for some reason, but not in a girl way. Oh well i'm prob just overtired and it'll pass. Me and tony and have racking up the pool games. We've played like 100 in the past like 3 days on yahoo pool lol. And another random comment if you want nip/tuck i think u should stop. i saw one episode last night and the doctor made the lady put a bag over her head while they banged and than she came back and said she liked it and he could call her whenever he wanted it and she'd wear the bed. C'mon freaking taking a step back in the womens rights movement. It was just fuckin disturbing. Sorry for the language, but damn my stomach hurt afterwards like the same way it does when i see fist fights. Oh well i'm off to work some more on this paper Current Mood: blah Current Music: garth brooks aka the man (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 4th, 2005
10:43 am	it's snowing and I have to go to work :( I want to make a snowman. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
1:32 pm	Been a good past couple days, i'm back at school which I love. Running is going well and school is for the most part minus stupid music class. sorry for anyone that though i was depressed in my last entry, i actually wasn't it just kind of came off that way. Girls are there and they're important in every guys life, but i don't sweat it, i know something will come along. Until than i shall enjoy life until then. phil gave me his shell necklace :) because i lose mine all the time. Me and andy had a real good talk on our run last night like we usually do when it's just me and him. B-rabbit scored 4 points last night in basketball he was the truth, dominating the big football players. That's about all i really wanna right for now, just life is good, but will be better if i can just get motivated to do h/w and get A's on it. much appreciation for reading. p.s i wanna see rent, well i want to do a lot, but i have no money. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: till I collapse- eminem (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 26th, 2005
8:38 pm	bleh not feeling so good. i'm just sick, tired, and cold. I don't really wanna get into it, but i'm just not happy with money at this current point and time and what it does to my family. It just really sucks. Than i saw the same guy i saw 2 days ago out in the cold today with a homeless disable vet sign. I wish i just had so much money to give this guy. Maybe I have stupid false dreams. but i just wish everyone was fine and happy. why does the world have to be so tough on some people? Beyond that life is fine. I had a good day at work with emily, we always have a lot of fun. And last night i went out with alli and emi, my lovely kline sisters who i adore. I try not to listen to some songs that make me feel things i don't want to, but sometimes its hard. country much is so dang good... i heard this quote(or something like this) in the batman begins movie the other day... It's not what you are on the inside, but your actions on the outside that define who you are. It was somethign like that which really hit me. I can't just say I'm this and that and such a good guy and mr. morals and stuff. and i know everyones laughing thinking geez dave what do you do wrong. But i'm not how I want to be. I'm mean sometimes, i'm not as focussed as i should be, i'm not fair to girls at times, and i just could be better. i don't need to do it for other people, i need to do it for me, because the person people see me as is the person i've always saw myself as. the other quote is from the harry potter movie... soon we must choose between what is easy and what is right... Wow could this go with so much, but of course it connects right away to running. This winter is an important one for me. i've always talked of high mileage and how that is how you get good. Well this winter i shall build to 70 a week which isn't insane, but higher than i've ever gone before and for a much longer time than i've ever been at high milerage before. I need to do this to see what i can be. I may not run fast outdoor, this may be a long process, but I believe in this and eventually I know it will help. this is what is most important in my life and i'm going to give it what i've got. Well after reading the quote again, it goes with girls. I can't keep filling my life with girls who don't mean anything. tose girls are for friendships not relationships. I can't replace what i'm missing in my life so easily. a relationship in itself is hard work thus the process in getting one is not gonna be an easy one. well it may be easy, but it's not as easy as oh i pick you we're gonna be together for a long time now. I need to be upfront with the girl about how I feel and be how I want to be with them. No hooking up, a good solid friendship with a girl who i can laugh forever with leadind to hopefully a relationship. It's not that I need a relationship, I just need to be smart about not being in a relationship and not search stupidly. Oh well. A few more weeks of school which is gonna suck because i have sooo much work to do. Well i'm gonna go now. And although i'm not really looking for a girl. if you like to cuddle, watching romantic movies, and commedies, don't mind a guy who acts like a complete dork and is prob overly emotional, than you let me know because I know a guy just like that, but if you don't like him, i'm like that too. Current Mood: sick Current Music: watching notre dame football (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 24th, 2005
6:10 pm	? so yea I was watching the half-time show of dallas's football game. and sheryll crow was winging her new song and it really made me miss being in love. I don't know why it did it, but yea finding someone that I could actually fall for that hard would be amazing. trouble is i haven't found anyone like that or even close to that in a long time. last yr on thanksgiving was a rough day. this day was much better, sucks that last year happened, but life happens. you get stronger. Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 19th, 2005
8:47 pm	screw this great country we live in "homeless, hungry, help!" 3 words that burn though my soul. a man standing on the street in downtown springfield holds this sign at 7:00 on a saturday night in november. Interesting, maybe we should all go to the mall and buy a $50 sweatshirt from hollister so we aren't cold. Yea this whole entry prob isn't gonna make any sense, but whatever. i'm not saying we can change the world. I have $150 in my checking account, that won't change that guys life, but at least people could think about him and all the other homeless people. People could act like they exist. I almost puked on the spot when i saw that from being so disgusted that people have to live that way. Again i don't know I really don't have much more to say. Just think about others when worrying about petty things in your life. we all have things wrong and those things are part of our lives so the things are important and that's cool, just don't let that be the only things that are important. Current Mood: nauseated Current Music: harry potter on t.v (Comment on this)